Can I do it all?

Writing, videos, podcasts, cleaning up the messes of my life, and trying to find income – work – school – a new career path…

Am I headed for burnout – over ambitious or just trying to find my way?

I do notice I can’t do it all. I keep seeing more things I want to do, more to learn, more to accomplish. I love to learn and try new things. I love that feeling of accomplishment. I love to see my efforts helping others the most.

My focus is still not sure of which path to take. Do I have to choose only one direction? Can’t I just try it all?

I just received a question about whether I am only going to do video and I must therefore admit my writing here has suffered. Good call sir. I hear you.

I love writing. I am really enjoying doing video. I am working on income sources and still wonder if I can go further in school. Obviously I can’t do it all and keep it all performing at it’s best because history shows I can’t say yes to everything. Something doesn’t get done in order to make room for all of the projects I pursue.

I want my health issues to go away so I can have it all and do it all. But maybe that is where my health issues came from.

I wasn’t feeling as inspired to write lately so my written work suffered. I have many days where video doesn’t happen. Then there are days where I don’t feel motivated to work on anything.

Too many days are overshadowed by my health issues and those are the worst. Reminding me on good days to follow my dreams and chase all of my passions while I have energy and mental clarity. Making me feel like I need to catch up and try to do it all.

So I am going to remember how much I love writing and sharing. I am appreciating this website as a place where many people enjoy reading and sharing. Having someone comment made me feel bad at first, then happy because that means we really do connect and I want you all here to read, watch, comment and I really do care about you. I really do want to hear from you too.

I appreciate you. I thank you for commenting. I thank you for taking time out of your day to read, watch, listen, follow, comment, share, or something as simple as hitting the like icon.

I wanted to share my story to help others so my struggles don’t seem like such a waste. I want you to know you are not alone in your struggles. I also wanted to feel less alone in my struggles.

I am enjoying learning about you each individually as I let you into my world in various ways. I also look to see what you write or put into this wordpress community.

I thank each and every person who has taken a moment of their day to give me a voice. Feeling like I am heard and understood is the greatest gift.

Letting you know I am listening to you and want to hear you is my message today.

Thank-you

Tracey, GYST2020.